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Insanity- Day 1

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 09:16:44 -0500

I ordered the Insanity workout. I took my before and after pictures. I did the fit test. And to be honest, I feel like I’m in over my head.

I woke up this morning and I am so sore. Just about every part of my body aches. There’s such a huge part of me that thinks, I can’t do this.

And then there’s that part that is saying “Get Your Ass Up and Go.” The part that worked hard every practice, despite playing time. This is the part that through all the sweat, tears, and aches of a basketball season finished out with an award.

I’ve already taken my before photos. I want a completely transformed after. Let’s do this.

"And I’m still in love, cause when it’s that real, it’s when it doesn’t fade."

Tue, 17 Jan 2012 01:11:04 -0500

“And I’m still in love, cause when it’s that real, it’s when it doesn’t fade.”

- Drake (via prettykinks)

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He is my kryptonite.

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He is my kryptonite.

Faustus.

Sun, 20 Nov 2011 18:37:07 -0500

Listening to the playlist I created for the show entitled “Faustus Fiddy PUMP UP.” Get better <3

"Don’t forget me, I beg. I remember you said: sometimes it lasts in love, sometimes it hurts..."

Thu, 17 Nov 2011 10:50:04 -0500

““Don’t forget me, I beg. I remember you said: sometimes it lasts in love, sometimes it hurts instead.””

- - Adele: Someone Like You

beautiful.

Wed, 16 Nov 2011 00:13:48 -0500

beautiful.

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diciotto - seconda parte.

Sun, 06 Nov 2011 09:22:24 -0500

So, I was going to make my #18th post much longer, but the drugs won and I slept in the hospital. So I figured I’d finish this post right now.

Le sigh. I’m having a shit ton of problems at the current moment: one; i’m not enjoying being single any more. at all. whatsoever. two: my school work is failing, epically. i want to transfer but with the grades ive got at this current moment NFW. three; i feel down all the time, and i don’t know why.

I seem to be an in infinite void of singledom. Singledom being classified as that time in a girl’s life where you want to be in a relationship, but no guy that comes a long to call satisfies what you want. Or there is one guy you really like, but he doesn’t come to call. Or no guy comes to call at all. Which do you think I’m going through?

I guess I’m in the categories of all three. I see to still be swimming in the fish pond of texting a plethora of gentleman. I feel as though I’m slowly receeding (fuck it, she’s coming back like a speeding train) into Summer Luciana. I don’t want to do that. So I need to focus on my goals. Which bring me back to my other two problems.

I need to lay the guys aside for awhile. Will it give me the urge to smack every happy couple I see? Most definitely. But, I need to “do me.” I know that’s the cliche version that everyone uses, but it’s true! I can’t be going after guys any more, I can’t lose my education, and my neck wont snap every time my phone lights up thinking its a text (… like it just did.)

I’ve never like setting goals. But I have to do it.And follow through on it.

1. Go to EVERY class. Even if it means getting up at god awful hours.

2. Take all my assignments seriously and get all my homework done.

3. Ask for help when I need it

4. Hash marks on the arm.

5. To not be boy crazy. Or text crazy.

These goals are going to be hard, but I have to do it. I will not ruin my college career.

“Oh yeah, that’s right, I’m doing me.” - Drake: Over

"#singlegirlproblems"

Fri, 04 Nov 2011 21:26:38 -0400

“#singlegirlproblems”

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Fri, 04 Nov 2011 21:14:04 -0400

diciotto.

Fri, 04 Nov 2011 21:11:08 -0400

The only thing good being in the hospital is the fact I get to watch “A Muppet Christmas Carol.” One of my favourite movie’s ever. I’ll write more later.

dicisette - seconda parte

Wed, 02 Nov 2011 00:37:12 -0400

I’m thinking about entering pageants. Truly, deeply contemplating it.

Oh self, make up your fucking mind what the fuck your doing.

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dicisette.

Wed, 02 Nov 2011 00:09:59 -0400

I’m listening to my “You and I” (Lady Gaga) station on Pandora. Vey soothing before bed. All lovey dovey songs and such. Can’t sleep at all. These late night hours on weekends are killing me on the weekdays.

I haven’t been to two of my core classes for the past three weeks. One, maybe for a month- it’s pretty bad. Oh well, I’ll go tomorrow… see what happens I suppose. It’s probably going to be a disaster that explodes in my face but what can I do? My own fault.

I’ve been thinking about it again; what if I take a year off? Or transfer? I don’t know, I love how tightly knit the theater department is here at SU… but it’s very minimal when it comes to acting. It merely skims the surface of acting when I want in depth. I’ll figure it out… which is what I say when I put something off. Le sigh.

“Help, I have done it again.” -Sia: Croissant

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